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Rhesus 3

by Suzie Zuzek

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1.
Pushing Punches 03:27
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PUSHING PUNCHES Now i know that you need me to stand well But i can't help feel I'm just your hidden wheel That keeps you moving on and keeps you moving on Keeps me holding on if you're moving on If i stop you at your tracks you'll just keep on rolling back And if you find your way back around In that environment that brings you down I call it lazy Hell, those scene-ster junkies who try to crack fragile shells like you and me I call it crazy Hell; I call them crazy 'cos they're too weak to look at themselves I call it vicious World and life's demise I can't bare to look into hostile eyes God help you if he loves you God help you if he needs you God help you if you want them God help you if you need them, when you need them Pushing punches, how you're free by swallowing The strings of your heroin underneath your skin Your syringe drags, your needle grabs your destiny Your promised land, your lie You wake on tracks of suffering Suzie Zuzek (c) 2000.
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The Deepest Blue 05:13
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The Deepest Blue-Suzie Zuzek He keeps his hold, hold on me It's come to this i fear to sleep He's crying loud over me His tears are falling hopelessly Mustn't fall in too deep All his charm lures me in Like a snake, i rise for him, To the sky, I'd die for him He gives me flowers and poetry I'm stepping so cautiously Awful silence deadening the line between him and me But he cannot begin to see that to break my bones is a breeze, unlike his psychology, the way he keeps his hold on me. He will break my sanity as his grip of fear wrestles me He's no responsibility for his own life or mine it seems He's losing it so seriously He cannot deal emotionally He's behaving so dangerously, but my feet can't walk away from him? Over the edge, under the sea, into the depths of misery How could peace cease to be and happiness so out of reach
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Goodbye Grey Skies 04:13
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GOODBYE GREY SKIES Why do you watch me cry with such hatred in your eyes? And as each minute passes you think it's alright this life. Better than what you left behind, to watch me lose my mind But i can't run after you no more to catch your threats of suicide He is my only weakness, he's been my only one And he craves for my affection but he's as crazy as they come In his mind runs a poison that is venomous in love and to give him all of my loving is to give him a loaded gun. I couldn't just leave you, it took months to find a way. A great escape to free us both from the cruelest of pains The very last time i touched your face, i told you things would change. No more abuse, no more lies and no more my terror pale face. When i tell you i'm dying, you say "our love's forever". When i tell you i'm dying, i wonder if it's for the better. When i tell you i'm dying, you say "our love's forever" When i tell you i'm leaving you cry, "please stay together". Suzie Zuzek (c) 2000.
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The End of New Beginnings 05:51
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THE END OF NEW BEGINNINGS Oh my love where are you hiding, away from deep regret and despair. Under bridges by the river, out of everybody's way. My love nobody wants to hurt you but you seize all hearts that care. You say that you can't live without me and if i leave your life will end. So hard to let go, let go, let you go. Like death has come my home is silent and i am there to remove stains, and memories of all our suffering, our love, our pleasure and our pain. I've cleaned the blood off all the hinges; I've thrown the smashed glass in the waste. I've packed all my things in worn out boxes then sat on my knees and cried out your name. Do you love her? Then why do you hurt her? Suzie Zuzek (c) 2000
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Power Through Pain 04:41
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POWER THROUGH PAIN We are atoms bond together connected by the breeze, i guess i'm lucky to escape the person you wanted me to be, 'cos i would rather die hear me i would rather die than to live a dying life in retarded vice. I say over again lets unweave our woven webs because you know they only trap us, you know the traps they set and I'm too young to be your mother, I'm too old to be your pet and as i work myself together i work so you i can forget. And you'll stay in stagnate misery so long you don't take a step towards the future possibilities, the heights and not the depths because how can a person evolve when they are willingly content to watching life go by the river when they could be swimming it. And i fell out of the sky, onto love so colour-blind. I dug a needle in your eye to stop you telling all those lies. And i fell out of the sky, never thought I'd reach the ground. And i fell out of the sky and cracked the surface; crushed my spine. He threatens to inject petrol or he sets himself alight or he mutilates his body and then says he'll suicide if i don't give him what he wants, if i don't love him how i should But its all manipulation, its all about control. Will you realize the loss when you stare it in the face? And me honey; i was just a trace of an image in your mind, picture of a better place but we didn't take you where you always thought you would be safe. So my love let go, let me down the rivers bend and when we are found only then can we be friends. It's the hardest of time but the suffering had to end, when we were lovers we seem to cut along the edge. This feeling's got to end that makes me cry out for your name, makes me want to soothe your pain, that makes me want you back again. Whatever will i do with all our shared memories, caught in a plastic bag like skeletal fish floating in suffocating waters oh my love you were sublime, so why did you kill off our moments of divine. And i'm trying to forget you and it works sometimes when i think of all your violence, all the loss and all the lies and i think of all your problems and i had to say goodbye, and you couldn't say goodbye and let me out of your crazy sight... When you hold my love forever, it's power through pain. Suzie Zuzek (c) 2000.
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Honesty Gives Cold Comfort 04:39
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HONESTY GIVES COLD COMFORT I asked you, how pretty she was? I asked you, how well did she fuck? I asked did you look in her eyes and murmur sweet notions of love? And your letters before said you loved me to death, your letter said no-one could compare. But obviously she filled the space i left in bed for you to face. Oh my, oh my, you're a handsome man with a penis bigger than whole of Amsterdam. And you have to poke it into foreign land to show the Universe how you're such a capable man. And for the years that you had tortured me, through the abuse that you had done to me. You heal my wounds by throbbing your dick in her cunt and sucking her tits and watching her come. You wrote how you love me forever, it's funny you kept her number. But now i'm free to do what i choose because what's fair and love's just a joke to you. And you were born with legs to walk on the ground, and you were born with a dick to follow around. And love to you doesn't mean a thing when you're a slave to the thing you got dangling. Suzie Zuzek (c) 2000.
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Bitter Relief 03:45
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BITTER RELIEF He thinks of other women when he's making love to me and i don't know what to think of this brutal honesty. So i let him know i have others on my mind, they come from time to time under my spine. I want you to feel the agony I want you to feel how it felt for me. Or you'll never know, you'll never know just how hard deception blows. I had to find myself a man because i needed to know how it feels inside another mans heart. I have to find myself a man because i need to know how you felt inside another woman's heart. And i need to know what it feels like inside and i need to know how he'd feel between my thighs. It just has to be once, i've got this need in my soul to go down low and feel so high. It only takes a minute to undress and cure the savagery of loneliness. Substitute affection with a bit of sex, if it's the only way to forget about him. If it's the only way to get out of his skin, if it's the only way to forgive him. Suzie Zuzek (c) 2000.
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Complicated 04:29
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indie pop, grunge, pop, post punk, alternative - Sit in a tree 02:38
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SIT IN A TREE Learn how to breath under water I was resting in my innocence, accustomed to my loneliness And I was so oblivious to the beauty that surrounded this Now I'll never be free like I was then, it's hard to return when your mind makes no sense because I've fallen in love and I'll do it again, it's got me hooked, I'm so dependent on it And the days dissapear like they never began and I recall the hour I first held your hand I remember your kiss through my body it ran, I remember your love steal my time with demand Now i have to beleive that a person can change, I have to have hope and learn to understand Because if there's no hope what future have we and I can't give into this kind of defeat We'll move to the country We'll live by the sea We'll climb up a ladder and sit in a tree We'll run without crutches and stand on our feet And one day you and I will live how we please. Suzie Zuzek copyright 2000.

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released April 6, 2013

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Suzie Zuzek is an experimental recording artist from Australia.

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